This was my line when we were pushed by the security from the back stage, NABC 2023! And one of the security lady was trying to hold me from my back to push down from back stage.
I believe I was one of the few people who had registered by  December 2022.
After 4 monthes of rigorous rehearsals, 15 established vocal artists could not get the stage to perform. We tried our best to perform and to give our best but we were the victim of the  "worst case scenario."
I tried to calm down everyone, tried my level best to accommodate, complied with each instructions, followed everything that was told but we lost our musical souls in front of the utmost mismanagement and injustice.  I had to witness my esteemed co artists struggling with infants, struggling and fighting for our rights, fighting for the promised slot but they all end up in tears of sorrow  and disgrace and humiliation.  Hearts were bleeding.

My sincere thanks to Arundhati Sanyal  di for trying her best to make it possible. Thank you Niloy Jana  da for all your hard work for bringing the equipments for practice. Thank you Sangrami Lahiri  di for driving hours after hours to guide us and put the best effort to have a successful program.  We practiced with musicians from Kolkata who played with legends and renowned artists ! Thanks to them as they were eagerly waiting to play with us on stage saying "amra chai apnader shathey bajate apnara shokoley khub bhalo Maan er shilpi"

Mismanagement can happen, things can go wrong in this kind of big events but how do I console my heart and soul about the disgrace that  I had face ! when I did nothing but to continuously show my respect to the organizers and constantly follow what they asked us  do! Sunday 15 people were like tennis balls,  going from this court to that !!!
I could not sleep for 2 nights . The moment I close my eyes I see faces of all those talented artists and tears rolling down by their faces......I felt so so helpless......I am still under the trauma of that event. 

I have invited so many Bangladeshi people with such pride and hope, actively promoted NABC to every where I went in past few months but I never knew all my hard work and efforts will result in life long scars of  humiliation and disgrace.